Carry a piece of the Quiet

2009-09-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

sasdsds

mmm...

2009-03-31T19:04:00.001+08:00

In Singapore, it’s mentioned by MOST foreigners that this is a country to earn.Yes, as a Singaporean, I find it true too BUT come to think about it, life in Singapore is equivalent to work, work, work. (WC3 PEON RULZZZ)Just head some news from my colleagues, which’s a Cool 1!!It’s mentioned that if u save 10,000 rings, from can drinks, u can help build a “wheel-chair” for those inneeds. COOL!! We should participate on such! Anyways, back to the topic, why?!I can say people sure seen old folks digging the trash & sorts.Which such things can actually happen right here in Singapore?THOUGHT the poor ones can get assistance from the Government but sadly, I still see such people on the roads nowadays. Yes, they might be gambling addicts etc but still.. pity their existence.From wad I’ve learnt, I FEEL that ONE, can only live their life ONCE. Thus, they should treasure it and live a happy life insteadof a PEON life no? darn, wad the hell am I actually thinking man, maybe being too bored at work made me do such..haha..Signing off~
*PS* SAVE THE RINGS FOR THE SOCIETY MAN!!! COMON!!

What's a home?

2009-03-15T16:34:00.002+08:00

For me to say, Home is a place to relax, chill and have some peace & quietness after a hard day of work and so on true?

Sadly, for my family to say, a home is a place to scold "knnbccb, nin na bu eh cb, mm zai simi lj la, hee kor pubor kia, and blablabla" and keep on kanning.. for me to say "WASSUP? THIS AIN'T A PLACE TO STAY? my home ain't no coffeeshop for u guys to kpkb and scold vulgar languages like no body's business? and as for the TV.. pointless to blast the sound like coffeeshop television? my hse ain't no coffeeshop for u freaks to blast noise and sorts?

Sadly, mum disagree with my thoughts and kept on stating, "noisy? tell them lo...try to understand ur auntie old liao, ear canot hear clearly.."

Understanding is equivalent knowing wads going on yes? Told them countless of times yes, acting comes in. pressing the volume low for awhile & when im focus on other stuffs, once again, COFFEESHOP TECHNO comes out. Also, acting infront of mum. Why say such? when mum's around, volume acceptable. when she went overseas or not at home, FUCKING HELL, want me to understand this shit? Sorry I CAN'T.

Been living here with them for like..? 12 years? and ? Freaking all the way such.. it's MY LIFE, ain't gona go their way of life.

gosh... freaking pissing post but sadly, it's my life.

Oh Mine!!

2009-01-11T15:19:00.002+08:00

Gosh... suddenly, missing you badly!!

Ain't feeling upset but just missing badly of u after looking at illustromaniac.blog.. OOPS

Anyways been long since i updated this blog, Cheers to all viewers! ^^

lost

2008-06-19T10:17:00.010+08:00

should i or should i not..this question kept on intrude my brain & kinda made me face the question..

had a bad conversation with her & afterwhich, feels greatly denied & would wana kinda deny her existance..
The following days, i did well in responding & kinda facing her but den again, it's kinda hurting to see her being happy even with other guy friends around.. true, just friends but den again.. don't know wassup.. feels kinda jealous? i can't stop tinking of her and wishing us to be back to the 1st few days of our friendship.. so nice.. ahhh helpppp can't stop tinking!!!!
i have no idea but den again, this sucks.. wish i can have a way to salvage this painful page of my life....

how i wish & hope things would turn out well amongst us.. seriously kinda lost towards such situations.. is that really love or issit just my sets of thinkings i don't know.. so should i contiune to deny her friendship or shd i just be cool over the past and like just be her NORMAL friend.. i stress normal as i will be normal friends with her no matter wad happens. ideas pls...

bday celebration~~~

2008-05-31T09:07:00.001+08:00

find it very very very qiao...
On 27th May, it was Ms Ellie's birthday.
On 28th May, it was Mr Stylo, Suave, Intelligent, Creative, Rich in the future, Louis's birthday.
On 29th May, it was My little Brother, Tornardo Kid / Swee Keng's birthday.

ho ho ho..
was kinda surprise as on my birthday, was at work, and Long x2 called up jio me lunch.
Agreed & we head down to the car park and he drove me to nearby area to have our lunch. But the surprising part is, he treated me Lunch! Sweeee very steady brother i had..

After work, headed out to meet Angel, yes the 1 that came down from heaven to seek her love..
We went to Suntec and dine @ Marina.. ate over at Swensens & headed for a Movie. She treated me movie as was my birthday heh.. and we watched Indiana Jonnes..

After the show.. i told myself "gy.. kuaaaa zhang show.. ganz.. 1million bullets shooting @ a running person and no1 kena even a shot.. very very very freaking fake.."

after the show, sent her home & den, headed down to mit my pals for a drink..Jackson & Jiaxiong & Me drank abit and was QIAED by them.. song..As it's quit late liao, working tml.. low...., we headed home..

a wonderful celebration i had on my birthday on year 2008 thanks to my bros.. anyways cheers!!

2008-05-23T10:09:00.002+08:00

- We must learn our limits. We are all something, but none of us are everything.

This verse contains much thoughts and after one understands it, will learn and get to know lots..
Yes we're humans and every human has different tinkings and personalities. but den again, like wad the verse implies, none are everything..

Been laying low lately as not much things to be busy of also.. and interesting thing to share~
Always denies the game WOW as it's a P2P game but now come to tink of it, it's cheaper to play WOW rather den to always hang outside and spending more.. 1 day $1.70 for WOW.. kinda cheap and nice, thus.. the nxt upcoming God of Pk will be nicked sschao..

Cheers to all and for WOW players, beware..

karma, believe if or regret

2008-05-20T02:58:00.001+08:00

karma , there is karma. realized it as i experienced it myself. canot feel how sheryl, and others can survive it. feels mad. karma.. dangerous thing to feel..

Not my day..

2008-04-29T23:22:00.003+08:00

Rushed home. bath, ate. phoned and thougth i'll be earlier den ell.. but den .. when i reached, I CANOT FIND THE PLACE!! low.. and search here search there , but to no avil. Thus i called her and she told me "my bus come le.. don't nid to come la.. go back ya? "

my hopes were like crushed and smashed onto the wall HARD.. ssschao.. but den again i refuse to stop looking for the bus station located at beach road, and when i THOUGTH i found it, i called her. "was it maj salamat? the logo on bus?" she said " no, i took cao yuan.. no nid search la, on bus le... go bak ya? cya monday~"
den .. dashed hopes, i walk back to the mrt station and head back home.. not my day, not my day.. MDIS shit, den such disappointments.. life's hard.. but i know i can endure it.

Cheers

pCb

2008-04-29T16:55:00.003+08:00

knn fucking pissed.

MDIS. fucking chee bye lagging max fucking chee bye sch.

results taken fucking chee bye long ago, guess is DEC. DEN WAD? RESULTS NEVER SEND AND UNTIL TODAY, fucking chee bye after i push and push for my results it came. and knn i fail. i called and ask when can retake. and fucking chee bye the school told me it started already. i got results today, tru pshing. knn pcb

YESTERDAY 1st lesson started. so wad? FUCING CHEE BYE NID TO WAIT TILL OCT DEN START SCH PCB.. wtf is the school doing i don't know.
Tml gona go MIDS (CHEE BYE SHOOL) and fucking try my luck. lucky tml start my 1st lesson wherelse others started the day before. knn fucking pCb school. pu bor.. ganz..

MOOD: FUCKING CHEE BYE JIET

29th of April 2008

2008-04-29T14:35:00.004+08:00

end of the month will arrive tomorrow.. and..

PAY COMES!!!

Finally, can have the $$ to enjoy myself and also, give my parents wad they should have..

how nice~ but Ellie, my colleague is leaving Singapore and to Ipoh to visit her family..
Gona leave today and hope that she'll enjoy her trip back.

But also, hope that she'll come back on time~~ if not, will kinda have a boring working environment haha.. >.<

Anyways, Good luck & have fun on ur trip back ellie~ ENJOY!!! :D

Cheersssssssssssssssssssssssss~~~~~~!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

Naive it may seem

2008-04-23T17:47:00.006+08:00

Naive it may seem, dumb it may be, but that's me..

Understood most of the things in life but just simply have no idea how to handle my own emotions.. how i wish..

Wtf did i learn tru the accident? Yes, look things on the bright side, kan kai, blablabla and got lots of P tius..also the real faces of people whom (in the past) i would die for.
but right now.. the feeling is just not right.. wassup with this problem i'm facing now..

Always have this image of life which is understand and learn from Folk Wisdom.. i find it true but den again, realize that i have to go tru it myself to taste the words spoken from folk wisdom.. wassup man.. life's hard but i believe i can endure and go tru it!

(gona stop my rampage of craps to my blog. Maybe Stress at work is causing all these? or maybe too much time? or just maybe.. somethings happened. Won't let u, my fansss, know as theres a saying~ for me to know, for u to find out! ho ho ho)

Thoughts & Thinkings

2008-04-22T13:24:00.005+08:00

To handle the game of life, prefers to treasure the good times and pratically ignoring the bads..
Enduring the pain of life using substitudes to get ur mind off the pain..

"After the game, the King & and Guards still are placed in the Box."
The quote made lots realized & understand..
No matter who you are, after ur life, u can be in the same place with the President.

A game of life can be created.. Choices are given but how one decides, will create the life he'll be in. Folk wisdom taught me that, and also, own sets of experience tell me so..thus treasure ur life and make the best out of it.

SIL

2008-04-17T18:16:00.002+08:00

SIL

i'm now blogging at my werk place & for wad? OT LA! song..

Got to stop blogging, nthing to say, and got to know new peeps, Ellie™, Ryan, and other colleuges
stop ranting already, kinda sian as there are POs for me to deal with.. ganz..

In Worklife, i find distance is a big factor for me. Why such? Experience tells me such. Last time the werk at BoonLay, made me kinda doawn to go work most of the time while at SIL, i would be keen to go work. factors are, nearby only, and some sweetening .. >.<

oops guess u know already Ell.. OOPS :X nothing nothing!! k stop blogging liao. Ciaoz n Cheers to all! ^^

大家好!!!

2007-07-04T05:53:00.000+08:00

我是洪健鸣!今年24岁.
而且..我是FIT 仔!!!
因该就是着样.
再见大家.
得牢牢地及的~健鸣是FIT仔!!!

FOOD POISONING!!

2007-06-22T16:05:00.000+08:00

hi peeps.. been long since i wrote.. kinda bizi with ma sch and sorts.. so.. 1 update for u guys and infomation for u people out there~
Bedok Inter-Change aka BIC's chicken rice.. DONT EAT!!! KNN!! make me have food poisoning after i ate.. didn't go class today coz.. when i woke.. SUPER irritating pain there.. ate breakfast(which i can comfirm its very healthy/safe) and kept going toilet but did nthing. cant pass motion or wad.. but my stomach makes me feel "toilet.. sumthing coming out~~ don't make that on ur shorts~~" but nthing happen. after trying like 10 times to the loo, i seriously felt sick and went to see a doctor. the doctor told me might be food poisoning, so took medi and went home. and ssschao, ate medi liao and slept.. wake up im fine!!! so NEVER PLEASE.. eat the BIC's Chicken rice located beside the market. the kopitiam which never sell ciggies 1.. FARK IT!

ahh?!?!

2007-06-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

ssschao.. sibei hweeling sing song sia.. ganz.. esp chairman's jiao piao bu de ren.. ssschao..
maybe stress lately due to projects? erm.. life? erm.. wadever.. sick hweeling today i have..
and also.. ssschao.. my brain nerve thingy is making me sick sia.. keep have questions but duno wad during classes and cant realli tink of wad my questions is to the lecturer.. why my brain nerve still sleeping!! ssschao!! jietzzz~
hope everything goes well man.. and hope i can score high in life and be done with.. lub life has been kinda complicated and sick lately.. and reason..? SSSCHAO!~~ sequet.. lol.. fug man its life.. and it sucks(for now!! )

Samsung SGHD900

2007-05-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

songggggg got new fone liao.. hweeling si sibei song~~~
aniways... got a new phone and its SamSung SGD900~
sliding phone & its farking slim sia.. ssschao.. aniways.. song, can hear mp3 when i go skool in train liao.. SONGGG~~ woo

PENTIUM 1?!?!?!?

2007-05-18T02:18:00.000+08:00

sial la~!!!!! im hei pi coz finally.. after 1 mth plus of gfxLESS and i got back my WOOoHOO grapics card!! hell yeah! so i installed it back to my cpu and WOOo~ rawky grapics~ and i enter MORE BEAT! but :( pentium 1 is killing me!!!!~! AHHHhHHHHhhh... sad to say motherboard bought that time was not into much consideration and thus.. a laoya 1 is wad i got.. makes my com feel so BK and machiam pentium 1 speed when more beating~~ *sobz* how i wish time could be reverse and no accident~ no buying pentium 1 motherboard.. argg~~~
k~ aniways~ tonight will have a class party organized by gregg.. and wad issit about? going to RedBar and drink drank drunk is our aim! heh... so tink later on gona change and do my stuffs and den head off to redbar together with other peeps.. hope it would be an enjoyable day.. ^^

MDIS

2007-05-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

sch started on 23rd April 2007.
and felt kinda song in class yeah... saw PINK aka rachael maaa at sch today!! shes doing some kitkat thingy and was kinda shock to see her sia.. haha.. good luck in ur work yeah maaa~~
aniways.. project due dates are crashing in.. and.. ssschao.. panic button was pressed... boohoo
aniways.. sien to blog la.. nthing much happened lately.. so cheers to all and screw projects~~!!!

ZHUUU KE!!

2007-03-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

went to ZUUUUU KE!!!! with yaw, ken and rek.. was surprised coz chin yaw said " u go 1st.. ken reaching liao.." so i headed off but ssschao!! kena late and yaw they all came b4 him.. screw yaw
aniways inside zuuuuke!! saw lotsa peeps.. 1st.. went in and i was like stun!! saw jac~ den tinking "woo okay~ new familiar face around" den sua zouk den inside saw xiu ping~ gosh wu tiu bo jio!!! hahah.. den nvm.. after taht.. CB SAW LULU!!! hahahha!!! super qiao he day lo.. bros, chais.. shd say a rawky night.. den after that supper at siglap bak chor mee.. den eat liao went hm.. can say a nice night i had after such a long time..
hweeling : SONG.

SENTOSA~~

2007-03-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

Been awhile since i blogged~ heres da update.. went sentosa on saturday with xiuping and her friends.. wored t hirt shirts slippers.. tink okay lo den head off.. when i reached.. i was tio kanned.. sschao.. thay saied "huh?! u no bring bag nthing? not going to the water ar? lazy leh u" damnit.. main motive to be there..? LAC LA...ahah so we headed to siloso beach .. over there.. we lac lo.. n played volleyball.. played abit and headed off to a pub. forgot the name liao haha.. over there was fun 2.. fwee drinks RAWKS~~ haha... drank draft beer and other drinks.. den freeflow ended we slack there and in the end.. headed clementi after acc xiuping to her hs area.. wonderful day i could say.. the lacing sensation~ woo!

ROD

2007-03-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

ROD LO!!!~~!! WOOO
ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD ROD LOH!!!~ SONG BOHHHH!! woooOHOoo

2007-03-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

HE FUCK THE TPS
nbcb.. 25th September 2005, 250905 met with accident.
tinking : k kantong. (coz everyone says so.)

process. take statement everything. police informed case closed. WONT BE KANTONG.

now. 030107 3rd March 2007.
around 1 ½ years passed. and?

FUCKING KENA CHARGE FOR DRINK RIDING SIMI LJ. NBCB
case close KI LAN. NB
7th March 2007, 070307 GO COURT.
kantong aka revolked on march 7th 07. PCB
1½ YEARS OF "KANTONG" FAKE. NO RIDE BIKE NTHING. FOR NTHING PCB

i can onli say.. FUCK THE TPS. WASTE LIMPEH TIME 1½ YEARS .

lt

2007-02-24T03:50:00.000+08:00

lt rawkssss!!!

life

2006-11-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

life is hard. its a game. overcome it? lac. these were the words i used to say.. but now. after bad things happen.. i cant take it.. i know i need to lac. but my brain is overtakened by my heart. my brain is clouded with emotions. tons of emtions..save me. once in my mind. Friends. wad are they. Brotherhood wad is that. wrong. totally wrong. maybe becoz im a selfish person. i rely on friends 2 much. sadness find them . happiness find them 2. wadever things happen. to me. i feel that they wil always be there for me. totally wrong. Humans are all selfish. me 2. i dont care if they have problems or wad. i just do things my way. i am a selfless person yes. but in the end. selfishness are within me without any notices.. Right now. Friends are just people around u whom be happy, and together have fun? give $$ to pay the bills.
no more that kind of brotherhood feeling of me paying or u paying. and lac. no more. after my accident. i have changed. yes. but always thought i have change yes, so brothers are willing to support me. but wrong. fucking wrong. screw it. its life.

SBS

2006-10-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

once again.. SBS have taken over me ytd..oopsie~ haha was leying da noobs in LANCRAFT and once again.. conqure of da game = GTL! den joan smsed me and (SBS conqure me ) i jioed her lac. in return .. she jioed CLUBBING!! choices for da day was MOS, MOMO, DBL0 Devils i tink.. den as usual.. GTL chose MOMO!! haha standard place. so went to DA CLUB!!! but fark sia.. super alot of peeps there lo nb.. farking crowded.. and once we're inside.. she saw her ex bf.. so we chatted and danse inside da club. but farking HOT sia.. the air there is warm lo.. make me sweat ssschao.. den after that.. saw quite alot of peeps.. claire and pearlyn was there.. when around 3+4+ i tink.. we went back home.. sucha tiring and HOT nite haha!! sweat like hell.. but in the end we enjoyed.. !! cheers to all mate!!

screw malay

2006-10-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Like the title.. screw malays. HP kena stolen while soccering just now. kNn fucker act cute bring his farking child out to watch us play soccer. aim? steal. sibei sick. been watching this fucker but into the game so never even notice him much. den when hes gone. hp is gone 2. screw it knn.. all my contacts all farking lost. sibei sick. and have to get new phone. must be hariraya here liao no $$ come out steal. crime rate been pulled up coz of this "festive" season.nb screw it.

Xiu Ling's Bday at Dbl 0 + momo?

2006-10-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

been sucha long time since i blogged.. y? coz SBS aka SiBeiSian!!!
ytd went to longx2 hs to lac with him and see da condition of his leg.. got better he said.. but on cast.. heh.. sad case but recovering so rawky! den after that.. went to meet joan at dbl 0.. y? coz its xiu ling's bday!!! happy bday mate! so slack there and danse.. kinda fun but da musik SUX .. haha.. den lateron.. they said thye wana sua to momo .. so was tinking.. bank kio again lo.. haiz.. but sad to say. at mom building.. fuck up thing happen. I CANT TI QIAN NB!! bo lui lo!!cheque haven tsf done knn.. its says ½ day waitage or wad crap so knn went home ALONE after reaching momo.. sibei sick but alrite la.. aniways.. ssschao..sry for not having ani stories inside this time.. coz bo story leh haha.. nthing much to update fer now ssschao
aniways.. Cheers to all !!!

2006-10-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

This lady girl standing beside of me.. is named.. Claire.. been going out often with this lady and starting was crush.. now.. i tink im attracted to her in some ways bah..a cute and pretty lady i shd say about her.. but we cant settle down. Both os us. We aint ready. im nt ready for a serious relationship rite now.. coz i wana know more about Guys And Girls. the thinkings of both and recently..i unfold LOTS about both sexes difference nad same thingys.. last time judge us as 1 thing. Humans. Now? Humans + girls and bois. its a big thing and happy thing to learn more in life i guess.. cheers to all mates! :D

dbl o or momo

2006-09-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

Went Momo ytd with claire.. eh?! or issit dbl 0 haha!! went dbl 0 1st den we sua momo... the hweeling? SICK! lol... starting when we were at dbl 0.. i went dwn with felicia and her frens..and claire came with pearlyn and their frens.. dance and lac.. saw cy there at dbl 0 den after that.. claire told me that shes going momo coz her fren fren fren fren fren thingy la also duno why i said ok and went with her to momo.. when inside.. guess wad? i saw hao kiat and platoon 4 fren.. duno his name.. and after that .. saw le yao.. small small world bah i guess.. after that.. felling sibei lazy.. i told claire i go off 1st.. and we parted.. tiring day sia.. and 1 more thing to say.. i felt disgraced.. i still miss sheryl.. damn.. felt paiseh saying that.. screw it!

2006-09-18T11:38:00.000+08:00

heh rawky boh..? just sketch la.. not real thingy but me myself find it bei pai.. comments comments! ho ho ho

rawky dae

2006-09-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

Ytd woke up late again.. heh.. den after that.. went to eat dinner with joanne, evangeline and another fwen.. went 85 to eat bak chor mee.. haha.. been long since i ate bak chor mee.. chit chatted and lac.. "We believe we can fly" is the theme usage of their silkair banner.. so we gave ideas to it .. after the discussing .. we went back home.. check out da pic i made ( we believe we can fly sketch ) haha... hope everything goes well for u guys!! demor.. Aku Chinta siaper.. argggg aku taktawu sial..

2006-09-13T03:32:00.000+08:00

haven update fer some time liao.. but lots happened lately..learnt about Life recently .. and a new word taught by diane which is "Date" i asked her.. wads a date? to me a date is like a guy goes out with a girl to catch a movie.. chill.. drink coffee tea and chit chat. she said no.she said "date" for people nowadays means being BGR outside but inside their heart.. no Commitments. just be BGR outside ... was kinda stun when she said that people nowadays tink that way..tink im 2 retro tinking / conservative tinking liao haha!!
coz to me.. my Love tinkings are stuck at sec 2 LOL!! hold hands = BGR. end. but date is sucha fierce word lol im shocked..so after hearing wad she mentioned.. i ask my other female frieds like claire and ping guo and liwen.. they ALL said "yes. thats date! ~ kissing, holding hands outside~" jik tao find myself knowing these things abit LOW in moral sia.. but guess thats why life's sucha hard to win game.. haha..
bear with it bah! the old/retro people will say haha!!
cheers aniway!
P.S: was sad over some things lately but diane brought me back my happiness! by telling me this "date" thingy..without hides and truth i find it song.. heh..

Pending

2006-09-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

ssschao.. Pending life sia..
tonite pending zouk,momo,dbl_O...
Pending if im going clubbing ...
Pending about the 2 ladies ..
Pending TP licience thingy ..
Pending my smokeing life ..
Pending on Laselle , SIM, nanyang fine arts..
Pending PEC F status between pec C and E

Some cases pending.. some cases yet to make decisions.. screw this LLB life sia.. ganz..

2006-09-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to meet ah dragon + xueli.. b4 going out with them.. dumbness in me.. i smsed sheryl... asking for her opinions on my weight.. and once again..ignore mode..screw it.. have to forget but been years.. duh..den after that met them..we were at bukis den long suggested drinking ... i was alrite with that idea and xueli 2.. so we went down to Boat / clark quey.. for got the name liao haha.. and into a ktv pub and lac... den long jioed SING SONG.. ssschao.. 1st time so paiseh lo nnb.. sing at he farking hall.. so the other uglies can listen to my voice? (LOL) so we sang and den i felt kinda emo.. so drank and played games.. the waitress ah long's friend 2... named apple i tink.. came over and said she wana play.. so we played dice.. we were waiting for ezra and leyao to come over but ssschao tuaster .. long called ezra and ezra said no already.. jik tao sian and continued our games and sorts.. den after that.. tired already so we went back home.. long sent me to his house mcperson area and i took a cabbie home.. lacing nite i suppose.. finding ah dragon + xueli to lac hah...
cheers to all again.. ^^

2006-09-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

Si bak sai ti leh ti.. ha si ho zui ti leh lo~ wa kua bo kao jim ma ku hong eh jim.. xia ho li eh puay.. li na mm pat huay.. gei piao peh eh lang...si ki chong gei jik pai huay...
suddenly felt rawky song in it.. but forgot the title ssschao... damnit..

2006-08-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

wads life without happiness from within..?
how will a person feel if onli he himself cared..?
will life ever go wonders just by guessing and guessing and guessing..?
Love = pain.. pls wake up ang jian ming. dun fucking be emo. fucking wake up ur idea and lac! ur fav words LAC. so lac
everytime u walk away.. defeats comes into the picture.. wishing for non such things to happen. but cant. be strong ming.. lac jik ku wae always remember ..

2006-08-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

me and my dearrrrrrrrr weeeeeeee!!!! now waiting 4 the rest of the pic hehe ^^

2006-08-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

heeeee

lol!! fierce kahs~~

WOOt

2006-08-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Happy day todae~~ went to mit dear in the afternoon.. and after that .. we head down to AMK mrt.. but sad to say.. her friend msg her and told her another location HAHA..
nvm so we went down to bishan mrt and her friend came in the mrt and chatted..den after that~~ we met up with her other friends near cinie.. 1 of her friend's late den they called her and ask if she wana eat at hongkong cafe in cinei.. Not siglap hor lol!! she said ok so we went in and lac ..after that her friend came and we ate.. nice food we had.. and ending part.. ICE KACHANG with ice cream.. SUPER big ice kachang.. lol.. ate and sorts and around 8+ i tink we went to 9th floor of cinie for neo prints? lOl!! they took lots of pics while me and her friend's bf lac outside and waited. .( the pics are shown~ hee the ladies pics ) after that~ we walk aimlessly around cinie and 2 of her friends decided to head home..
so the rest of us went to starbux and lac.. chit chatted and sorts for quite awhile and headed home.. hehe best part is at our "nitespot" lol below her block the chairs there.. we chatted abit and took pics! :D see liao nice rite~ keke.. end of today's blog bah..
Cheers to all :D

WOpA

2006-08-27T11:40:00.000+08:00

SBS feeling i got yesterday.. SBS=SongBoSucker...
heh.. meet up with joanne at heartland mall mrt..and we headed to Ps..
lac there and sorts bah.. den go starbucks to lac.. drank mocha and latte.. last time thought latte is nice but turns out to be bitter! ssschao.. den after that buy some tibits den go arcade! haha!! played vs2 .. den 1 challnger won him den another 1 came.. BEI KAN TO MAX PLAYA! but wtf?! i LOST?! MA NA WU YIA!!?!den my dear saw and came and change for me token again.. den we challenge him.. WTF!? LOSE AGAIN?! TO A BK LOSER KANZ!!nvm den after that .. head to sengkang compass point.. got lenses and her bro's accessment book and head dwn to juntion 8.. btw saw gua xiang at sengkang compass point! so qiao!!! oh ya den head to j8.. lac there and walk around .. den we went cafe cartel fer dinner.. food was nice and after that.. sent her back to her place area.. den slack at our "nite spot" haha !! which is under her house the chairs and table area.. den lac.. after sending her hm.. went orchard party word with the yaw, rek, rong, ken, bee, boon, bee gf and 1 of bee's friend duno wad name haha forgot le.. sang and joke around until sibei heipi den head back home.. nice day i suppose.. rawky day haha.. aniway.. cheers!!! wootie~~

WOOO

2006-08-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

haiz.. 1 word to describe my hweeling now.. ganz.. 1 word lo.. jietz.. alert. not jietz.. the word is "SONG" woowee~~ got to know a new girl named joanne recently on wed! a nice and pretty lady i shd say..but sad to say.. dont realli can understand her thoughts.. she just broke off with her bf .. 2 days b4 wed which is monday.. thats wad i heard from her.. shake head la when i know this fact.. den she said sumthing which hurt me abit bah.. her ex is still inside of her and cant accept me.. i have to give her more time.. and understand her more.. wish i can take the pain inside of me as time moves on.. and she'll accept me.. ssschao im like a SICK man sia haha!! SICK ganz.. talking these craps here.. make u all laugh at me .. ssschao!!!! jietz
nvm cheers bah ^^

FUCK YOU

2006-08-20T16:01:00.000+08:00

wassup with this new life? 1 sentance to describe. "knnbccb fucking new life? bei kan cum bei song cum beilinchu eh weak. LAI WU JI LAI ! nbcb screw this new life and new relationships , friendships i gone tru"
rite now. im gona change. No smoking priority. Friendship? remove weak 1s . be like a kindergarden kid nw. friends come and goes. no true friend in this fucking word. i may have yes. a few. the rest? _|_ no more. im gona fucking remove them from my heart. i WILL get new friends. New brothers. old 1s i will treat them the same "new way" , but the rest? fuck off. will not acknowledge. may life give hope on me. ( screw u life for this portion of life u gave me. it sucks to the max)
cheers and screw the neiggas that broke my heart. it realli feel like gf leave me liddat. fucking sux to max.

screw it

2006-08-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

ONE NEWS OMG!!! shooo fierce news i shd say!!! muahahhaha!!!
=_=" my lung got hole.. just nw at 4+ am.. felt very pressure at my lung.. called ambulance and found out about that.. fuck sia.. 2nd time lung got hole and i have to go tru liao.. sibei jiet.. doctor say have to op.. but we say no coz last time same situation.. we said no. and it healed by itself. now can 1. but i have to endure the pressure and pain of my lung.. "Ying huo de fu"? in chinese means becoz of bad stuff get good 1s... jik tao fako lo... ying huo de huo sia me.. ganz.. and qian yi how? nb lo.. as usual lo.. time to get on my new life and go for my goals bah.. cheers

Yo..

2006-08-08T16:08:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i blogged.. coz maybe.. nthing much happen lately..
all these times.. i've been at home lacing n yup.. they said my character changed abit.. duno hw to say .. for my case.. yup.. i tink i've changed.. wana change back but cant.. so guess have to live my own life and showing u all wad is it about the new me..time is needed i know.. i'll wait for u bros.. 101% tink so.. coz i cant live my own life without u all inside .. screw it.. im sick in the emo part lOl..
aniway.. CHEERS TO ALL!!! may the good things comes after the bad things!!
screw the accident and the laoya past!!!Yes i made brothers in the past its good! but the accident removed it!! SCREW IT!! THE NEW FUTURE WILL come!!! bros will still be bros to me! CHEERS!!

fuck me

2006-07-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

Im 23 this year. for 23 years i've been fooling everyone and myself. tubi said i dont listen and always do the same things over and over again. brother.. i listen. dont know why.. maybe i do things without much thoughts thats why repeated my mistakes over and over again i guess. rek and yaw keep say Tink b4 u do anithing. i listen to this . but fuck it. i tink but not tink too inside it i do things i guess..thats why i guess u brothers ( sorry rek ) say that i dont tink. realli find it dumb to post this but i want to remember this for life. this blog will vanish someday but this thought i dowan it to vanish.after feeling headach and so.. i told these problems to bei yu saying i wana change myself. She ask me to live my life myself and have a vison. don't quite get it but i must change. cheers

A game called life

2006-07-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

a game called life.. nid to find the part/parcel from it ..can i overcome it..? a difficult game but yup. i have to strive for the better, if can, best out of it.. Been into a big problem lately due to my sensative thinkings and emoness.. 1 sentance to say out how i feel. "Fuck u. Be strong. dun fucking be Emo mr ang. " Just like the game of life.. Strive for the better .. Let time heal every misunderstanding bettween me and qianyi.. and pls. mr Ang. dun fucking tink alot and get emo .
i feel dumb posting this but .. lac la.. maybe 1 day i kena a new accident or wad become forgot of the past. at least blog tells me hw i felt and sorts bah.. Cheers peeps..

Good bye Brother look

2006-07-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

been long since i updated.. few weeks ago.. my pal "look" aka luke wanted to go to newzeland to study.. the day b4 he went overseas.. we went to his house to give him a farewell thingy .. barberque.. we chatted, watched soccer, and drank.. after that i went home.. next day SHOUD BE the day he go overseas.. but omg.. he got it wrong lOl!!! it was meant to be the next day instead.. =_=" so once again.. we went to his house.. we drank and sorts.. + watch soccer.. sad to say i was drunk.. heh.. didnt know wad happen after that .. the next day i went to the airport to sent him off together with some from our group + his friends.. good luck in ur studies and life over there look.. all da best.
after that.. (long story coz long time no update haha.. psps..) a few days or so later.. we went to watch supa man ! at cinie.. ALOT went.. yup.. but .. arg.. dun talk about it bah.. heh.. long and nice show bah.. den ytd.. went to glenda's hs aka castle to celebrate her bday.. it was HhhHUge!!! and alot of peeps were there.. chatted, ate,and lac there.. but i went off early coz nid to tink of some matters.. at home.. after telling my mum the things im tinking of.. she brought me beer.. and i drank alot bah.. affter that went to sleep after talking to qianyi on the phone.. right now.. i feel lost .. A game called life... can i overcome it..? i hope i can.
btw all the best ! cheers

emo

2006-06-17T11:39:00.000+08:00

Meant to mit up with jeannie ytd 1.. but she became tired after her father's celebration of father'sday.. she keep say sorry and sorry but to me.. i dun mind ( ;
but was already outside at the cityhall mrt when she messaged =X.. and i came out of the mrt after that.. i saw her. was thinking issit her anot.. so i walked forward to her. she looked and said hi. without hesitations i said hi and walk away from that area.. the feeling is jiktao emo lo.. so i went to pub 82 and met up with the guys there.. drank some and went back home after that.. guess life wans to make u emo at times ..isn't the good kind . wish to forget, life makes u remember..

2006-06-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

i miss u..

RELAC!

2006-06-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

hp SPOIL

2006-06-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

APA sia!! my hp SPOIL!! auto shutdwn.. ganz.. so i got it repaire at a nokia shop and he say 2 days later come collect.. so in the meantime.. i use back my panasonic.. fucking find it rawks!!! I FOUND MY KIPS PIC!!! OMG!! ALOT AND SOME WITH ME!! AHHH SIBEI SONG!!!! esp 1.. take the front just with the "relac" thingy.. SONG! sia!!! hehe .. shd i be happy or sad i dun no haha.. but sial.. hp spoil ganz

Kr 150

2006-06-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

FU6968L.. suddenly miss these number sial.. been tinking lots about my bike and sorts after kena kantong and bike cuiz.. cb sial.. black paint.. rawky designs by Mr Ang .. back light changed.. rawky racing katar..AND I MISS THE FROUNT "RELAC" PAINT STICKERS... and bridgestone tire.. NNB!!! SCREW IT!!! arbo my bike no cui at least tio kantong can always say hi bye to my bike.. NOW LEH?! bo hi lo!! BYE NIA!! COZ BIKE CUIZ!! NNBCB!! sry kips.. i miss u.. found out i have no pics of my bike and me.. find it cork sia.. nbcb.. arg!!! jietz. Cheers to Kawasaki Ang(black paint)

clarie

2006-06-06T10:10:00.000+08:00

a BIG problem came up to me now.. wad issit? "Aku chinta siaper sial?!?!! AKU TAKTAWU!!!!!"
most of u all duno rite.. hahaha!!!onli close 1s shd hear me say b4 bah.. but this is a problem to me liao. shoo new.. hrm..realli wish to solve this thing up.. den again.. ins0nmia is killing me.. ssschao.. ytd no sleep.. afternoon slept.. today same thing nite no sleep and guess later afternoon will zzz.. k bah.. cheers!!!

SONG BOH!!

2006-05-23T14:39:00.000+08:00

hi all. made a farking new achievement today. went to the teeth place to make my 2 buck teeth!! WOOHOO!! no more ½ teeth liao!! SONG BOH~~~~ but the doctor say sumthing which i tink sien.. he said "its onli temp nia.. cant bite on much things" den i hear liao katlan la.. look ok can liao.. hehe.. song sial.. no more ½teeth man but full teeth man liao. den after that went sgh to see a relative of mine.. his ward.. directly opposite mine. =_= den at there..the nurses all machiam like "EH JIANMING!! hw are u!?" but most of them i dun remember sial .. my father's relative kena stroke.. sibei sad sia heard this news.. k after that i went home.. at home my sis said sumthing i wana K her.. he said "jianming.. ur teeth like rabbit teeth sia" GANZZZZ jietz! haha.. k bah cheers to all ( ;

( =

2006-05-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

ytd was a fun and nice day.. went to gougou's birthday meeting with my family to have dinner with her. at the place i told dad lots about my sleeping prob and sorts and to my surprise.. he say . drink alot now den tonite u cmf sleep lor. i was surprise to hear that.. den he brought XO neat over and ask me to drink.. feeling song.. i drank.. after the last meal.. which was a bday cake.. we went off liao.(arga 4-5cups i drank.. -_-)
den nvm.. once i reach home i went to "make up" haha coz ah jack jioed momo.. together with eileen and karen.. feeling was hmm.."heipi" haha.. so i went dwn and when i reach.. i called jack and he and eileen were inside... den i went in. saw jack and eileen and i asked myself.. where karen? den after that i ask them and they say she on her way.. we were lacing ourselves inside and den karen came.. been long since my "awokened" brain met her.. den we chatted bah..den we felt quit bored and ah jack thought of eatting liao maybe go movie.. can say arga all agree bah.. dun realli know coz was quite noisy.. den we went "rounding" finding mcdonalds.. haha den after we found mc.. me and karen went to buy and jack and eileen drove ard coz dowan to kena fine . after we bought .. we went to mount faber to have our supper..den again coz its b4 6 am.. we suggested back to momo at around 5+ near 6.. strange move i shd say haha... den back inside... there were ALOT less people. and the songs still felt strange. den we felt cmi den we left. at arga 550. haha lac until 558 or so.. me and karen go take cab. den after that .. HOME! homesweethome~ heh..
Cheers people! ( ;

INITIAL D!!

2006-05-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

been long since i posted.. coz to me.. nthing much did happened bah.. and also quite lazy to blog .. heh..
went out with bds friends on may 5th to eat... ALOT of us there sial.. den sumthing strange to me happened... they gave me and other 3 birthday gifts.. =_=" i was like thinking.. "my bday still far leh.. relac relac.." the other 3 birthday 1s were xiaoqi.. shufen.. and weiann.. den after that they told me that on may peeps birthday will kena this "event" den to me.. the mystry was so-called solve la haha..den after gifts.. eatting and sorts.. we left.. den luke jioed tubi hs lac.. den i was thinking.. "song.. bds people gathering for me sial.." so we headed to tubi's place .. but halfway luke mentioned bing was not going to bowling with rek they all.. so we called bing and cal him lac. den after tat.. we went to tubi's place and lac awhile nia wana makan..
den after that we head to longx2 hs there the jackson kopitiam there eat dianxing.fun and rawky day bah i shd say.. for me.. heh.. den today.. thats the thing i wana say lo.. i watch INITIAL D the movie!!! coz i dl it few days ago den today can watch.. didnt know if i've seen this movie anot but the hweeling is damn LAIZ.. SONG sial... duno got watch the movie anot last time.. but nw after watching it ... feelss damn song.. can say that the characters inside damn laiz!!! hah.. sia tink this post quite long le.. heh.. take care peeps.. Cheers

siel

2006-03-30T04:54:00.000+08:00

wad sial.. cant sleep again.. duno why also.. but while lieing on my bed... i thought of a person i missed alot.. nt llh but sheryl.. duno why sia cb.. heard some songs singing about wanting to hate but cant hate wanting to love but cant love .. i tink im in that situation sial.. i seriously wana forget about her (past tense girl) but i reali cant so hated her but sial.. no effect sia.. guess my life isn't wad it meant to be after the accident bah.. sleep also nid to tink of her..sometimes realli hated myself for wooing her that time.. we got happy times and bad times but to me rite nw.. cant realli tink of the bad times we had when we're togeteher .. onli after we broke up i can remmeber our bad times .. wish god can help me solve this problem that i can't solve sial.. So i checked the letter she wrote last time (in computer) to bearbear and it made me fucking emo sial.. eg. i patted her to sleep / i said she nt smelly even after she sweat and sorts and after reading it .. i felt freaking emo.. ganz.. seriously pls help me sian "tian" realli wan u to help me sial.. "tian" as in sky.. .. tink thats about it la.. cheers

emo

2006-03-17T07:42:00.000+08:00

didnt sleep again for 2 nites... strange.. and while lieing ont he bed an emo thought keep disturb me... so i did wad i tink shd be alrite ... hope nthin happens and all the best..

( ;

2006-03-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

ello peeps been long since 1 posted coz nthing interesting or much happened lately. and sunday something rawky to me happened lol sry bros keke.. yeap.. llh jioed me out for dinner .. that time cant blog coz my comp got error and cant start at all.. todae just format finish 1 lol..k so feeling heipi.. i told my bros .. den i went to get ready around 430 i tink.. coz we mitting at 630 mah.. den i bath finish and lac ..so aroudn 6.. i set off to BIC le.. *bic is Bedok InterChange* den at there i waited awhile and yea.. huoy came.. we cahtted and i asked her stil got who and she said milie .. been so long since i last see her besides at hospital coz i cant rmemeber lol.. den milie came and we thought of where can eat.. den milie just suggest the hawker at bic .. den we proced and ate there.. after dinner.. thinking of where to go.. and the girls suggested bedok stadium.. so agreed and we went there by walking.. heh.. coz they said in sec sch times they will do that 1.. when they in sgt jons.. so at the stadium.. we sat dwn and lac and chatted ..felt heipi . so after that they wana go home le.. so i followed them outside and they took a cabbie hm.. den i tink "sial stil got who around sial..?" den i just think "ya hor!? tubi they all got *sports day* near rek's place! den i walk there lo.. less den 500m i tink.. very near.. den after mitting them we sat dwn and chatted.. after that go home liao..
oh ya gt a fierce problem lately.. 1st canot sleep all shd know la.. 2nd is tubi they all said my character changed quite abit sial.. den to me.. i got emo chat with most of them and find they all wanting to help me go back .. same as my thinkign.. i wana go back lo.. so i thank them i guess.. and do wad they say i tink is true by tinking b4 doing bah.. lol..think thats all for the update bah.. cheers.. ( ;

HAPPY MAN!!!

2006-02-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hi people.. guess wad happened todae.. Nope, its not $$ matters but heart thingy~ gona share with u all wad happened today.. k 1st tubi came at around 2+3+ to bai nian .. he came alone i was so-call shocked lol expected him to bring yaw they all 1.. but nope~ just he himself. k nvm den we talk cork and chatted den after that he dota. No end of story hor~ exciting part lai liao~HELL YEAH!!! lee huoy came with feng and tian he at around 8. yeap and i was woohooOO damn damn happy to see her again lo.. haha coz ya la she my tl wad.. tiu.. one and only my whole life lo! keke k when they came, i haven eat coz i was waiting for them to come over so we ate together at my hm. k den after eatting chatted awhile while i secretly pok haha.. just not to let her see coz its my habit lo.. since i started pokking. den they felt bored and we started to play card games.. Dai Dee, hahaha no $$ inside the game of course..okay den after 1 or 2 rounds clarence and deqi came. so we changed game to "Fake" lol means getting cards and fake wad card u put without opening lo.. and yeap.. my tl is kind of near to top player in that game.. which they say she "hui pian ren" hahaha.. guess she's shy to say bah haha so we played for quite a few rounds and around 930 or 940, they said they will leave at 10. i was like SAD hahaha.. den at around 10 , they left without me back to home .. haiz.. how i wish i can turn back time and maintain the time we were together for like forever haha.. was erm..wishing myself luck b4 she came haha forgot liao guess i said too much coz shes my tl wad tiu.. haha good luck and cheers!

none

2006-02-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

went to watch a movie yesterday at cine.. the show's name i duno but in english it's called Fearless, heh.. watch the show with lots of peeps including derek, bing, bee, seng, tohbie, luke, ah pat, ken and glenda.. (think thats all the people included )haha.. not a lj show but its quite normal lol... after the show, discuessed the plans and we went to find boon at his office at UBI. starting i thought "tiu... dota? lol" but when we reached there.. even worst.. they gamble.. lol!!! yea.. nt my cup of tea. played bund luck with rek they all for awhile den i quitted.. tink its no win no lose lol.. den after that they played with boon's friends.. bigger bets i tink.. den boon's friends left and left with us.. tohbie and luke and ah pat and glenda left also ahah.. so left with the few nia, they played 4 ki pit while i dota with a weak comp lol!!! so around 6 they decided to leave and i reached home around 7 bah.. haha.. den when i tried to sleep .. sumthing came up to my mindwhich i very very very dulan to think of.. my mind's telling me.. "arbo jio the ccb( = my ex) over for new year lo.. since bai nian nia" but i can't.. my whole body tells me.. "injured nt onli once .. but twice by her is not good .. love urself more den anithing , so dun make a 3rd time happen" so i erm.. sumthing like prayed to god that i'll forget about that trash and live my life to the fullest.. heh. realli hope god would do something to make me forget about her by sumthing else rather den injuries or killing me haha coz b4 the accident i almost dun tink about her often liao.. now the feeling is like just broke up the feeling lo.. dulan + emo turban.. so i thought to myself ytd that "if she comes.. dun ever make sumthing or do sumthing which will make me happy and sorts coz i'll remeber lo.. teebai,, if she wan come bai nian call my mather lo den i'll just disappear while she comes.. fark sia.. been scolding and scolding hahaha sorry mates for sharing ur ears / eyes for me.. haha ( =

recovery

2006-01-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

recovered my password haha coz on saturday nite.. wanted to blog but no pw.. lol so that day i went to a hmm rawky place? lol MOS with 1 of my BMT army mate Haokiet.. the entao 1.. haha and at mos we saw 4/5 other bmt mates!!! lol and we relac there for awhile we saw again!!! OUR SERGENT FROM BMT!! his name is gadafi i tink lol!!and its sumsort like a BMT gathering bah hahah!! so we drank and talk cork until quite late at MOS so around 4+ we left i guess den i walk damn far to take a cabbie which is not my cup of tea lo!! bike/car is my cup of tea lOl!!! and den went home.. den ytd nite, went to moh's place to relac.. jioed by mr seetoh haha they went there to gamble and i went with ezra and karyn.. until today 7+8+ den i reach home and slept for i think onli awhile nia coz im farking tired todae haha... guess coz i never sleep much bah lol just nw went to 4 xim and lao gou's house to bai nian.. nthng much to say lol!! den came home and played with the comp and resume my normal life lol..btw happy lunar new year all.. said b4 alot of times but have to say again.. all the best and cheers!

new year eve

2006-01-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE READERS!!! all the best to u all!! btw.. todae such a erm.. wonderful day i guess haha relatives came and even from CHINA!! my granpa's brother and his family came to visit us.. i was SHOCKED!!! chatted abit with them and feeling COOL~~
eatted with my WHOLE family even my dad hahaha!!! feeling great but the dishes.. HUO GUO!! which to me is like alrite la hahaah!!! btw.. wish u all happy lunar new year and all the best to u guys!!! ( ;

dulan

2006-01-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

farking hell i didn't get to sleep good yesterday coz when i lied down.. past came to me ..people like LLH and pals and 1 cb came up.. iwas thinking wtf this cb came out ? farking hell i shd have so-call forget and remove her from my mind liao.. forgot to tell u all that the day b4.. idreamt of her calling/ messaging me when im overseas .. so after that dream i woke up and went to check my hp so as to be able to delete heh..though once hurt badly by this piece of trash.. nw i sumthng like kena hurt again not by her but my memories i guess ... realli wish that something bad happen to her and i'll be the one WOOOhOOoing lo... oh ya btw.. my mama invited all my friends to come over my place to bai nian and kio ang bao i guess hahaha!! so those interested can call me or message me heh.. but she also invite sum1 which i hate! the cb lo.. haha to me makes not much difference coz i wont call her or message her one lo!!! but i'll do to my TL~ L oops~ btw hope everything is good for u all and all the best! Cheers!!! oh ya the cb = my ex known as SXXXXX.

New game

2006-01-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Im Now playin a New game which is old to me la.. haha Maple Story Introduced by Tohbie lol.. went out with him yesterday to "buy cloths" but in the end.. i think onli him or huiru bought haha while me and jiaxuong and sneg didn't buy nthing .. LOl!! was at beach road 1st den to bugis hahah saw quit a few BDS people like suanchoo and yuyun hahahh!!! strange rite? all BDS people knn even my outing people also from bds LOL.. so i shall call it BDS outing lOl!!!
but once said the word BDS~ sum1 came into my mind.. AHHA sure u all know 1 la tiu.. as i told u all from time to time.. whos my TL? lOL!!! yeap she came up to my mind but didn't get to see her . tiu rite? lOl btw cheers to all and good luck and happy new year, both version english and chinese happy new year LOL

got my teeths liao

2006-01-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. guess wad lor~ i got my teeths below lol but my buck teeth.. erm.. still haven fix yet hahaha
so immediatly i message LLH~ hahaah and yeap she guess it right! so sweet of her rite? to guess correctly~ lol den after that went makan with my mama.. the real 1 of course lol! she tabao den went to her AIA office to work while i slack around the car lol den after that! im back home!!!! woooweee~~~ den blog this thingy out lo hahah anithing just ask me or email me lOl
cheers all

saturday my sis's bday

2006-01-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

Ytd is saturday january 14.. and guess wad? its my sister's birthday!!! celebrated with her by going out with her ,andy and her friends .. lol went to eat at first at waraku i guess.. a japanese dinning place den staed there for quite long.. chatted and sang her a birthday song for her.. haha
den after that..we went to PARTYWORLD but nt the 1 i usually go .. haha at cappage i tink the 1 we went.. once we reach there sis sent 1 of her friend hm .. nt by driving but dwnstairs.. haha den we went up to partyworld.. sang alot of songs , by them ahaha a me? onli say some sad songs coz feeling quite sad coz my bros .. as suual no powerful tius haha and another reason.. guess u all can guess la.. haha.. drank beer there which to me..? no farking effect.. lol didn't sang the last song which is by zhang zhen yue.. fen sou ba.. coz 2 late liao.. ahahah den after that.. andy sent me back together with the rest.. around 7 people sitting in his car + him and to me its like wtf?! SO MANY in a car?! Lol when i reach home..slept but as suual.. lie on the bed for quite long den sleep.. btw happy birthday sis though u dun read my blog 1 hahahhah!!! cheers to all ( ;

rawks bo?

2006-01-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

rawks bo?! got more at friendster and other places like my comp HAAHAHA

SONG BO?!?!

2006-01-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hi neiggas/ fans / friends.. haha my comp is finally FIXED! guess wad.. not grapics card or mother board spoil.. turban is the farking montior that is farking spoiled lo!!! tiu lei gei farking monitor!!! new comp and new news!!!!! i forgot where i stop liao btw haha..went to sim lim todae to buy a new grapics card which for me is like -useless. And now im back to use my old grapics card coz the new 1 to me is like "eeeeksss buey kan!!!" hahahah farking shiok sia.. after fixing my lj comp and being back to my oldself cept for the sleeping and tius part ahhaha.. as usual.. today's gona be a day i'll remember coz once again.. i fixed my blardy comp again lo!! HAHAHAHA SIPEK LAI RITE?!??! btw cheers~

Outing

2005-12-30T07:46:00.000+08:00

Was kinda funny yesterday coz i went alone to mit jackson~ so i was thinking.. aiya wear shitty pattern la.. bo kat lan seh.. but den when we met .. he said his gf eileen was coming.. i was thinking .. orh okay loh but when eileen came~ she said sumthing which so-call astonish me.. haha.. she said.. eh jean coming.. i was like wtf?! with my specs ON?! omg~ lol den when she came~ she said 1st time she see me wear specs and she also is the 1st time wear specs let me see.. lol funny year? haha oh btw jean left after around 1hr + den we were like hw o say ahhh.. we decide to head home soon after she left.. so as usual.. we went home but not on jack's car coz he fetch eileen with his bike.. to me is like "wtf? bike ar? k lo" den i took a cabbie home.. haha ( ;

Hi peeps lol

2005-12-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hihi just nw went to SGH.. that farking place doing some check ups.. haha was kinda sien and thus while going home.. for the 1st time!! i actually slept for quite awhile in the car while my mum send's me home.. haha oops~ guess tonite will sumthing like awake for quite some time bah haha.. btw got lots of things to so-call tell u all.. about the sleeping part is gone.. but AKU CHINTA SIALPER?! lol in malay which means "who i like?!" i also not sure leh haha.. coz erm.. hw to say sial..? very hard to decide loh~ lol and LLH or jeannie or carrot? hrm.. will think slowly la.. haha time will tell u neigas everything i guess.. hohoho.. but jac... oOps! let out some Clues liao hah!!!! DAMNZ!!! =X lol btw SGH ? __ this to them next time if u kena wad shit la.. but its still best to advoid the shit and sorts haha.. bye bye~ and good luck to you people who reads my blog~ coz dangz.. its ang jian ming's blog which another person who farking survived the farking accident lo! haha all the best to you guys and hope wad u all think or wish for will come true in real life.. ^_^

2005-12-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

HAHa its around 1 mth out of the hospital but still.. can't sleep like last time .. hah coz maybe habits change like my heart~ btw been pratically doing nthing for this whole fakring mth and i tink this saturday should be Chionging bah i guess haha coz new year eve mah.. tio bo ? haha oh ya met a girl i knew last saturday at MOS .. feels good to me coz haha duno why also.. she give people a goooooodddd feeling.. lol duno why also.. its not bad wasting that blardy 28 bucks haha..
oh ya and that *bitch* thingy is back lo bros~ haha coz 1 mth pass liao and she's so-called gone for GOOD lo.. and i make sure i wont drink that much if i met her like last time.. haha coz last time hatred is like.. how to say "FARKING CHEE BYE! ITS HER!" <-- liddat la haha so i tink i wont be so revengful bah feels good to see me change rite.. to a better temper.. haha kk btw take care~

SONG BOH?!?!?

2005-12-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

HEY FANS!!! im recovered but onli 1 thing not recovered la.. main thing is sheryl and can't sleep well haha since im BACK!! IM GONA RUMBLE AROUND LIKE A MAN!!!! woohoo!!! song boh friends?! btw check out my friendster haha since long since i've updated it.. bad rite?? lol btw i forgot my msn password so shd nt be loggin in hahaha bad rite?!?! lol and my true love stated in friednster.. damn i miss her so much lo!!! feels like dieing too haha btw anithing just message me in friendster / mirc and i'll contact u asap... but if can.. try to call me la.. hahah seeya pals

Blinded

2005-08-28T04:08:00.000+08:00

why u nid to lie to me at the 1st place..?
by doing that wont do ani good.. onli makes me wonder more and try to find out more...
ur friends are also my friends dun forget.. i know yet i had to act as if i know nthing...
i feel realli upset about the things u said todae .. though i already know ..
but getting the idea wont do ani good coz i know i wont be able to ctrl my feelings well..
maybe laying low nw would be the best idea..

time for some beer, lucky yaw's brother enuff to acc me drink at this hour.. guess my upgrading tektic is urs chin yaw! haha..

army

2005-08-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

big fug commando?
my course also go 1 master commando under my command farkin hell ..

2005-08-14T09:41:00.000+08:00

YESSSS ITS FP X2 GOB HAHAHAHAHA

CCB

2005-07-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

Fark sial.. was checking out multiply.com and farking hell something farking suay happen to me sia.. cb
http://axiuex.multiply.com/photos/photo/11/15.jpg <-- look at the girl behind.. http://axiuex.multiply.com/photos/photo/11/7.jpg <--wth.. gues wad loh.. looking at chais also will kena tis kinda thing .. makes me feels totally sian sial.. den suddenly have the urge to check out her multilply.com and hence after looking at her pics.. jit tao sian + emo loh.. new bf yeap and summore a recruit + the mouth so big(k la personal view)?! wtf.. HARLO?! sial either is i ugly or her taste droping loh.. but tink is the 2nd 1 la .. knn sibei sick sia tis kind of feeling.. tink i have to find a proper gf liao loh.. wanting to forget but yet lj god kept wana play punk (but actually is let go liao just dun like to be reminded of ) ....+ summore she kept changing "STED" pCb.. tink also jietz.. canot liao.. tink wana punch something liao.. guess bedok interchange is the best place to go.. so i asked chin yaw out fer a lac session and guess wad my brother said..

[21:09] fishlac: lets go lac
[21:12] Shagwell: with ?
[21:24] fishlac: hw wana go lac?
[21:24] Shagwell: 2 of us ?
[21:25] fishlac: yeap
den suddenly, yaw act afk again..
woa kao eh.. jik tao emo.. always believed the 7 letters which is "b" "r" "o" "t" "h" "e" "r"
yet he made me feel so disapponinted..
fug u understand yaw..?
ssschao and now its 20.16 liao loh.. wtf? gona book in soon? guess i have to stay out and go to BIC alone and wack some xiao bengs and P some XLs loh..
btw will be having my range nxt week , best if i can get marksman.. not becoz i have no confidence in my 10/10 shooting but the running is tough sschao have to run 50 meters b4 i can shoot.. ma na wu yia eh!?!?

2005-07-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.

Army days

2005-07-03T03:55:00.000+08:00

realli miss those days at tekong man.. even though rite now.. im in a so called "stay out" camp.. i still prefer those days whereby me and my buddies disturb one another in our bunks.. by lieing on one another's bed and laugh over it haha.. lame but its fun when u got nthing to do inside..
been posted to 1st signal camp which is located near bukit batok.. freakin 28-30 click to reach there from bedok.. everyone there seem so unfriendly and xl.. even the warren uncles and aunties 2..haiz.. wad to do..hope i can adjust well in my new army life... all in all army sux. screw it. guess nid to jio my bud out sumtimes to lac sial.. hrm..

2005-07-03T03:54:00.000+08:00

PTI~~~~

2005-07-03T03:53:00.000+08:00

akmal the gina ! lol

2005-07-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

my buddy jerold, cb tis sick man actually got silver for ippt.. sibei fierce

2005-07-03T03:51:00.000+08:00

my bunk mates in bmtc .. left to rite, me , my buddy jerold, kairu, jiak gao liao, another buddy of mine akmal, blanket, heikal, steve. in the center is PTI~~ another bud of mine.. below from the rite is fifi and the other 2 are extras. =.="

Grats to Lawrence

2005-06-20T04:52:00.000+08:00

Saturday 18 june. "HNK" peeps enjoyed a renuion dinner at expo . Yup its the HJT Zhong eh's wedding dinner .. Such blissful event.The 11 people who attended were yaw, rek, bing, bee, tohbie, guorong, seng, gua, cy, ken and me! and of course zhong eh was the main that day.
we reached about 7.20 and waited till 9.00 ..
damn why people have to be late for such events sia.. though we waited bout 1½hrs, it was fun KAHing rek's lj way , tee hee hee. 1st dish was up and within 5 mins, its gone. yup the beast inside HNK peepees show no mercy in kioing food.. the scene was like "fwah cb SO KIN?!"
and till the end of the wedding dinner.. 5mins/dish.. thereafter, zhong eh have to go around and cheers to each and every table. god jialat. so representative for "Brother Table" Yaw. haha that nigga had to help zhong eh tar the liquor and in the end, helper --> drunkard. Cant describle how it goes but all in all, yaw's making a fool out of himself aha. One the other side, zhong eh.. hmm.. tink he dun remember anithing after that haha.. Aniway Congrats Zhong! wish u and ur wife all the best and good luck in ur new journey in life ..

Come to tink of it.. wad will happen to me in the future & wad will happen to u in the future..?
will u get married with ur current ..? hope u will..be grateful when he gives u 100% of him and try to understand there will be times he cant give all to u.. its hard but .. dun think that he've change..coz hes a human afterall..

postin

2005-06-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i tink im fated to be a rider loh.. even posting also kena "Despatch Rider" wtf is that i duno also.. guess monday i'll see wats that.. btw its 8-5 i tink WOOHoOO song boh!!

time machine?

2005-06-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

can we turn back time and move back to the past? guess not
its been like hrm.. nearing to 2 yrs , time really flies..still remember ur angry face when we parted..u're already workin now i guess.. goin pretty well yeah..
is he good to u? make sure he do..

2005-06-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

long time since i update tis web..

P O P

2005-06-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

WOOWAHHHHHAAAAAAAHEEEEE!!!
POP LOHH
screw tekong the stinkin shit place!!
10 days for me to LAC !! SONG BOHHH?!??!?
hope i get a 8-5 posting.. PLS GIMI A 8-5 POSTING!!
DUN FORCE ME TO DOWNGRADE!!

Hey baby its my birthday

2005-05-29T11:42:00.000+08:00

Saturday , May 28. Yes..the sacred day. The Birth of JM Ang. hell yeah lo its my birthday, and guess wad.. i spend it with LLH haha..Met up with her at taka and had dinner at cuppage =.=" yeah we walk there.. 24 km road march ssschao..
been so long since i saw her ..feeling was great. after our dinner , we walk to borders and did my favourtite hobby which is Reading .. damn its my forte loh..Spoiler part... ssschao bedok south sec 4A peeps joined in after that, haha..
Met up with tubi and the rest (Mcdonald Mascot camel, fastass yaw, dickhead, bee bee,forheadking, forhead prince,lim kong sneg) NO KTWEE as lim kong sneg, foreheadking and foreheadprince wasn't STEADY enuff.. haha no $$ la to be exact ,poor niggas.. so change of plans went to play wad fug shit LAN games.. ssschao LAN GAMES ON MY BDAY AND WHERE THE FUG IS MY BDAY "SURPRISE"? had supper after that and yeah home sweet home.. ssschao .. btw got a pressie from LLH , and its made by her.. cool, gona upload it when i got scanner =.= .. btw, still, SCREW THE ARMY!!! POP LOH (1 week)

AWOL

2005-05-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

CB I DOWAN TO GO BACK! I WANA AWOL!!

High on Moral

2005-05-23T11:38:00.000+08:00

Woo, after 4 weeks of no MC.. i finally get to chia again.. screw the doctor.. dowana give me 3 days.. but still, feels shiok

Life is still as boring as it is.. hrm.. nthing to look forward to.. went out with the usuals ytd nite doing some bo liao stuff and eating some bo liao cake from the bo liao cake shop .
yeah.. we went bowling haha.. guess wad.. BEE LAST.. wad a weakling.
its time for u to face the facts bee, (just like hw u accept wad is written in camel's blog)

btw Screw u camel, aka bangala bro.

lobo

2005-05-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

its time to lobo!! woohoo 3 weeks more!! POP LO

Hmm

2005-05-08T04:41:00.000+08:00

oh oh oh~ new CAP!!! song bohhh + its fwee!!! haha thanx eileen for da cap ( =
met up with see toh it sern jackson todae.. hes hell of a emo shit haha... went out for drinkin session with him at ecp, damn memories kept flow in.. yaw and bee came after our emo chat and the ghost story chat began.. wtf sial.. 4 guys + ghost story.. ge sick
btw watch mowee ytd with the beasty club.. sneg wasn't around.. coz ................hes proteking us in pulao tekong... SONG BOHHH?!?
haha.. nt bad kingdom of heaven, but felt slpy during the show ho ho ho.. field camp making me lethargic ... gl guys.. no chia mc tis week coz of shit test.. DAMN life sux

2005-05-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

hmm

2005-05-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

dolphinesssss

2005-05-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

=.=

2005-05-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

how where ahhhhh teebai mind is bweaking sial... gimi some ideasss!!!

FARKING HELLLL

2005-05-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO SCREW THE FIELD CAMP!! NO KICK LAAAAA
nb 7 days in the forest watching my buddy jerold dig shithole..full of shit man my buddy is..
it was fun yet tiring but its okay since its OVER!!!! next event.. knn shittest, 3 days in the forest again without bathing AGAIN.. Knn..
guess wad fans, I SAW 3 DOLPHIN AT TEKONG BEACH!! WAD THE FUCK!??!?!
just 5 meters away from us ... omg.. thats the event of the field camp sial... god nature rawks.. the stars everything..