siel

wad sial.. cant sleep again.. duno why also.. but while lieing on my bed... i thought of a person i missed alot.. nt llh but sheryl.. duno why sia cb.. heard some songs singing about wanting to hate but cant hate wanting to love but cant love .. i tink im in that situation sial.. i seriously wana forget about her (past tense girl) but i reali cant so hated her but sial.. no effect sia.. guess my life isn't wad it meant to be after the accident bah.. sleep also nid to tink of her..sometimes realli hated myself for wooing her that time.. we got happy times and bad times but to me rite nw.. cant realli tink of the bad times we had when we're togeteher .. onli after we broke up i can remmeber our bad times .. wish god can help me solve this problem that i can't solve sial.. So i checked the letter she wrote last time (in computer) to bearbear and it made me fucking emo sial.. eg. i patted her to sleep / i said she nt smelly even after she sweat and sorts and after reading it .. i felt freaking emo.. ganz.. seriously pls help me sian "tian" realli wan u to help me sial.. "tian" as in sky.. .. tink thats about it la.. cheers